Prepare for vagueness. (kind of)
Because I like to write/blog, but do not exactly want to air ALL of my dirty laundry on the Internet, I've been trying for a few days to figure out exactly how to write this. Unfortunately, I have reached the end of my tolerance rope and need to get this off my chest (a phrase I've never actually liked).
I consider myself a smart person. I push myself to extremes. I refuse failure. I am a living example of that saying "if at first you don't succeed; try, try again" and there are few things it takes me more than two or three tries to get right.
HOWEVER
There is one aspect in my life where I continue to just — for lack of a better phrase — fuck up.
I have no idea what my problem is. Every time it happens I feel shitty. I mercilessly and relentlessly mock other girls for doing the same things.
What's my problem? Why can't I seem to learn from my mistakes? I know how these things are going to end. And yet ... BAM.
That's all I have for you guys. If someone knows how to fix me, let me know ;)
